The hurt I'm feeling now......

Pain from the heart is too much.....

I love a girl,

I don't want to say her name

because

I don't want people to think bad about her.....

We meet on the 13th of Febuary 2008,

We coupled on the 13th of March 2008,

and

She broke up with me on October 2008,

until now I'm still sad about it.....

Even when she make me cried and sad alot of times,

knowing that she was mine made everything alrite,

my friends tell me I should move on,

but I can't

because

she was the first person I kissed,

she was the first person I really hug,

but most important is that

she was the first person who I truly love.

Now I don't know she still love me anot?

She have totally stop call me.

Now I need to know if you love me anot!!!

If you do then show me!!!

If you don't then just tell me!!!

because

Its killing me!!!

Thinking of all the memories we had will make me cry.....

The day we meet was on the football field,

we raced and I always win.....

then I bully her by slowing down and looking back....

the next day we went to the MSSD together.....

we listen to my I-Pod,

we talk and we shared a can of coke....

Then one night you sms me,

saying: do you know who am I?

Those are the sweetest memories I have in my life.

Its just too painful to think about it now.....

If I only have a last chance to say a sentence to you.....

I would say:

I truly love you from the bottom of my heart.

and

I still do.

CRAP

HELLOOOOOOOOO!!!

Guess who I am? Hahahahhahahahhaa...

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Its just crap.

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Okayy.. I'm off~

BYE! See yah!

From the bottom of my broken heart.

From the bottom of my broken heart

There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know

You were my first love,

You were my true love.

From the first kisses to the very last hug,




From the bottom of my broken heart

I never want to find somebody new

Cause you show me real love,

When I never knew love,

and I miss you,

From the bottom of my broken heart

Copy and edit from the song

From the bottom of my broken heart

Britney Spears

How can I?

How can I forget you,

when your always on my mind?

How can I not want you,

when you're all I want inside?

How can I let you go ,

when I can't see us apart?

How can I not love you,

when you control me heart?

Missing you

I had a dream last night,
you were there.
You held my hand so tight,
I thought I just die.
Do you remember?
All the times we laughed,
we had fun,
the times when we were together?
Those days are gone.
I am missing you so much,
just like the dessert misses the rain,

like a child misses his mother.

I MISS YOU.........

I LOVE YOU..........

If only you know that I still love you....

If you only know what I still feel for you...

I feel like I am loving you more and more.

With ever day that it's passes,

I feel so lonely without you.

I miss you so much...

I don't even have words to say how much I miss you

and how much I love you.

I will never let you know how much you've hurt me,

how much I'm missing you,

how much I'm still in love with you.

In front of you,

I try to be happy,

I laught, I talk, I can do anything,

but inside,

I just wish you love me like the way I've loved you.

Reason I loved you.

I loved you for giving you heart to me,

and trusting me with your pride,

I loved you for wanting me,

and needing me by your side.

I loved you for the emotions,

I never knew I had,

I loved you for making me smile,

whenever I feel sad.

I loved you for your thoughts of me,

where I'm always on your mind,

I loved you for finding that part of me,

that I never thought I'd find.

I loved you for the way you are,

and for how you make me feel.

But most of all I loved you,

cause I know you were mine for real.

Am I Supposed to?

I'm not supposed to love you,

I'm not supposed to care,

I'm not supposed to live my life,

wishing you were there,

I'm not supposed to wonder,

where you are and what to do,

I'm sorry I can't help myself,

Cause I'm in love with you.