Wanted to write something after listening to 分手快乐 by 梁静茹

When you said you don't need love, it feels like you don't need me...
When you said you want to concentrate more on your studies and your friends,
its like telling me I'm just a distraction....
When you said can we just be friends?
I just didn't know what to say,
cause it feels like you want us to be nothing more than friends.....
When you told me that you didn't believe in love....
I promise to myself that I'll show you there is such thing as love....
I promise to myself that if I ever had you, I won't lose you.
but I've lost you even before I ever got you....
But worst of all... you though I could be happy when your not with me,
but the fact is.... it's killing inside till this very day....
and the funny thing is....
I still love you with every passing day and every step of the way....

The Fool....

There's no one to blame but myself for letting myself to fall too deep.
I was blind to realize that I was the only one feeling this way....
I was too dumb to have though that you and I would ever be together...
Now I have to bear this pain but...
till when?



There is some part of me that wants to let go....
and some parts just wants you to be around....
I've never lied and I never cheated on you....
I've never pretend and I've never had any intention to hurt you....
but now I know.... I was just being a fool...

Untittled...

I never wanted to disappoint you,
but I guess that's what I've always seem to do,
But remember that day when I confess to you?
Every single word was the truth:-
That its hard to smile when I see you sad,
but you do look cute when you get a little mad. :p
It hurt when you told me that day that I didn't care,
but just so know, whenever you need me, I'll be there.
Remember I told you that all I wish was to see you smile?
cause whenever I see it, my heart beat so wild. ;p
Try to believe in me without a doubt,
when I say you're someone I can't live without.
I know I'm a fool and this might sound gay.... >.<
but baby, all I know is that I feel this way,
So baby please don't go away,
baby, please... I need you to stay.... :'(



P.s: its been around 7, 178, 820 seconds since that day and I miss you with every passing second....

All I Wish Is To See You Smile.....

Never good at drawing tattoo rose or flowers or animals but this is the first one I've ever did and I've engrave a word that I learn....




It didn't had a chance to be presented..... sorry "rose".... ><


There's many things that I wish I've done to change past,
but I know is no one to blame,
moving forward slowly with every step,
but with every step, I'll still look back and regret,
life with no regret seems to be too good to be true isn't it?
everyone haves their regrets, but is how we decide our future,
that change the our mind set.

I still remember when I first went skating and saw you....
I didn't know why but I was afraid to talk to you,
I'm always the high and crazy fella,
but around you,
I feel like I just want to calm down and just be by your side,
when I got the courage to talk to you,
it was on the way back in to the waiting area of the ice rink,
I said "Hi" and you look back,
and you fell on you butt
:') I actually wanted to laugh cause you look quite funny when you fall :P
but I just smile and help you out ^^
I also remember the first and only time we watch a movie together,
I didn't really care how boring the movie was,
all I cared about was that I got to watch it with you,
when we left the cinema, you left your purse on the seat,
I took it without telling you and asked you whether you've forgotten anything :P
you panic for a moment and wanted to go back,
but I grad your hand and took out your purse :)
The way you smile when you got back your purse was the moment I fallen for you,
from that moment on,
all I've wanted to do was to make you smile,
but it seems that I failed,
that the regret of my life, cause All I Wish Is To See You Smile.....


I've always thought that I could live my dream,
and I hope that one that it will come true,
as "lame" as it may seem,
but all I've every dream of, was you.....

After 2 Months....

Didn't had the mood to blog liao,
but feel like just post some stuff maybe in the next few post ><

All I'm able to give....

You're the first thing that enter my mind,
every morning when I rise,
Praying that one day you'll be mine,
every night when I close my eyes.

Cause without you....
every step that I take,
I get lonelier and sadder,
thinking of the choice I can make,
to bring us closer back together.

Showing you that I truly love you,
is really the hardest part,
All I'm able to give you,
Is to give you my beating heart.....

I miss you, I need you, I love you, but I can never have you....

Its been estimately 184 200 seconds since I last talk to you......
the last and final time....
I'm miss you like crazy and feel like I'm dying....
I might not show it but I need you.....
You might not know it but I really do love you....
I know we don't know much about each other...
and I am annoying most of the time....
But I can't explain why I fell so deeply for you.....
all I know....
is that I love you and I really do.....

Bii..... if you are reading this, do you remember.....
when I said I will never ever try to hurt you,
when I said it's hard to smile when you don't smile,
when I said it's hurt when you said I'm a playboy,
when I said that I won't want to dissapoint you,
when I said all I wanted was to see your smile,
when I said all I needed was you,
when I said that all those sweet talk was the truth,
and
when I said you're someone that I couldn't live without.
I meant every last word of it....

Bii, I miss you, I need you, I love you....

Broken Into Pieces.....

I'm gone, same as dead......
wanted to be in your world, but it seems that I can't,
I love you so much and I still do....
and was praying that someday you'll feel the same...
but I guess I can't never be with you...
But I need you every second of my life.....
and I'm already missing you so much....
I don't know what to do,
but I know the tear that roll down my cheek is not a lie,
guess my wish did not came true....

P.s: bibi.... I don't think I can stop loving you.....

When I met you....

When I met you,
Sadness began to fall away,
and happiness began to fill my day,
My feelings started to grow for you,
Could this be love, I pray is true.

My heart is now filled with love,
For I know that you are sent from above,
My heart is now warm and there is no cold,
Hard no more, but with wings of gold.

My heart has been waiting so long,
and I thought some part of me was gone,
but no more sadness or being alone,
For now my heart returns home.

I don't want to miss a thing..... meaningfull lyrics....

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

My Word, My Thoughts

I know its hard to accept anyone after being hurt,
but I never imagine of hurtting you....
many people says the same thing I am saying now,
and end up the same way,
but I know that I won't give up...
cause my feelings for you are strong,
and hope you feel the same way too....
Ever since I met you,
there is not a single moment that passes that I don't think about you.....
I miss you like crazy every second, of every minute of everyday.....
You might ask me why....
why am I this crazy for just a girl...
my answer is that "you bitch.... its because I've really fallen for you.... I love you"
"I just want to hold you in my arms and tell you that I really do love you... and hope that you feels the same way..."
I might be an asshole, to post this but its because.....
I'm reallycrazyforyou, thats why I'm posting it....


ps: Bibi♥ I love you....

For S.T.S

You're someone I can't stop thinking about,

cause somehow you took control of my heart

now I know without a doubt,

You're someone who I can't live without.

So, I will look at you with a tear in my eye,

hoping for the day...

Where I don't have to cry,

and I can finally say,

That I love you,

and I hope you love me too,

cause there is no place I rather be,

then a place in your heart for me....

I know I promised that I won't ..

:)

Baby I love you.....

My heart is beating now,

faster then ever,

forgetting how to breathe,

and forgetting what to do,

baby please don't leave my side,

cause all I need is you.

You never know how I felt

cause you don't have a clue,

I never once lied,

when I told you I love you.

when I'm feeling lonely,

you would put your hands around me,

you'll kiss my lips,

then telling me it's alright,

baby girl......

you're the reason I can't sleep at night.

When answer when you ask me why....

Why am I happy, even when my dreams don't come true?

Because I don't need my dream to come true to be happy,

As long as your dreams comes true, I'm happy.

You ask me why I feel sad,

when I see you crying,

that it felt so bad,

I felt like dying.

You asked me why I love you,

and why I care,

You ask me why when I look at you,

I'll stop and stare.

You ask me why,

that I can't just let it go and let it be,

its because I LOVE YOU,

and you're all that I need.

Screwed up feelings~

I think of you,

and my heart starts to beat,

I guess its true,

that you're all I've ever need.

I think of you everyday,

and think of what to do,

I'm trying to find a way,

to be one step closer to you.