I miss you, I need you, I love you, but I can never have you....

Its been estimately 184 200 seconds since I last talk to you......
the last and final time....
I'm miss you like crazy and feel like I'm dying....
I might not show it but I need you.....
You might not know it but I really do love you....
I know we don't know much about each other...
and I am annoying most of the time....
But I can't explain why I fell so deeply for you.....
all I know....
is that I love you and I really do.....

Bii..... if you are reading this, do you remember.....
when I said I will never ever try to hurt you,
when I said it's hard to smile when you don't smile,
when I said it's hurt when you said I'm a playboy,
when I said that I won't want to dissapoint you,
when I said all I wanted was to see your smile,
when I said all I needed was you,
when I said that all those sweet talk was the truth,
and
when I said you're someone that I couldn't live without.
I meant every last word of it....

Bii, I miss you, I need you, I love you....