After 2 Months....

Didn't had the mood to blog liao,
but feel like just post some stuff maybe in the next few post ><

All I'm able to give....

You're the first thing that enter my mind,
every morning when I rise,
Praying that one day you'll be mine,
every night when I close my eyes.

Cause without you....
every step that I take,
I get lonelier and sadder,
thinking of the choice I can make,
to bring us closer back together.

Showing you that I truly love you,
is really the hardest part,
All I'm able to give you,
Is to give you my beating heart.....

I miss you, I need you, I love you, but I can never have you....

Its been estimately 184 200 seconds since I last talk to you......
the last and final time....
I'm miss you like crazy and feel like I'm dying....
I might not show it but I need you.....
You might not know it but I really do love you....
I know we don't know much about each other...
and I am annoying most of the time....
But I can't explain why I fell so deeply for you.....
all I know....
is that I love you and I really do.....

Bii..... if you are reading this, do you remember.....
when I said I will never ever try to hurt you,
when I said it's hard to smile when you don't smile,
when I said it's hurt when you said I'm a playboy,
when I said that I won't want to dissapoint you,
when I said all I wanted was to see your smile,
when I said all I needed was you,
when I said that all those sweet talk was the truth,
and
when I said you're someone that I couldn't live without.
I meant every last word of it....

Bii, I miss you, I need you, I love you....

Broken Into Pieces.....

I'm gone, same as dead......
wanted to be in your world, but it seems that I can't,
I love you so much and I still do....
and was praying that someday you'll feel the same...
but I guess I can't never be with you...
But I need you every second of my life.....
and I'm already missing you so much....
I don't know what to do,
but I know the tear that roll down my cheek is not a lie,
guess my wish did not came true....

P.s: bibi.... I don't think I can stop loving you.....

When I met you....

When I met you,
Sadness began to fall away,
and happiness began to fill my day,
My feelings started to grow for you,
Could this be love, I pray is true.

My heart is now filled with love,
For I know that you are sent from above,
My heart is now warm and there is no cold,
Hard no more, but with wings of gold.

My heart has been waiting so long,
and I thought some part of me was gone,
but no more sadness or being alone,
For now my heart returns home.

I don't want to miss a thing..... meaningfull lyrics....

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing

My Word, My Thoughts

I know its hard to accept anyone after being hurt,
but I never imagine of hurtting you....
many people says the same thing I am saying now,
and end up the same way,
but I know that I won't give up...
cause my feelings for you are strong,
and hope you feel the same way too....
Ever since I met you,
there is not a single moment that passes that I don't think about you.....
I miss you like crazy every second, of every minute of everyday.....
You might ask me why....
why am I this crazy for just a girl...
my answer is that "you bitch.... its because I've really fallen for you.... I love you"
"I just want to hold you in my arms and tell you that I really do love you... and hope that you feels the same way..."
I might be an asshole, to post this but its because.....
I'm reallycrazyforyou, thats why I'm posting it....


ps: Bibi♥ I love you....